Updates!

I got my lab results back regarding my hormone levels.

Normal estradiol levels are 100-200 pg/mL.

Mine were 31.

So anyway, I’m doubling up on my patches for now, and hopefully my doctor can get me a prescription for higher-strength patches (and proper regular monitoring of my levels) going forward. Fortunately, my new doctor is also a lot easier to get to, as he’s actually in my town and not two towns over, which means I’ll also be able to get there easily by ebike!

Also my new ebike should be arriving Saturday, much earlier than expected. Yay!

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Some updates

Just some brief stuff:

  • Finally followed through on my intention to remove (most of) my music from Spotify. I hope this doesn’t turn out to be a huge mistake.
  • I got an update on my disability process in that it’s moved to final approval… right before the government shut down.
  • Pain-wise I’m doing okay, not great, and same for fatigue. I’m still not driving.
  • Things are progressing with the game I’m working on, but I’m worried about its financial future due to being NSFW and sex-work-positive.
  • I’m pretty worried about the current timbre of American politics right now, what with being both trans and an atheist. Also my passport won’t be eligible for renewal until mid-December and I’m not sure the gender marker thing is going to hold out that long.
  • Who cursed me to live in interesting times? They can fuck right off.

Random updates

Hey! How’s it going? I think things are fairly okay on my end.

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Health stuff (positive)

Hey, stuff’s happening and it’s generally feeling okay. Hopefully posting about positivity won’t jinx it.

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Vertigo updates, and VR driving

I’ve been going to physical therapy for vestibular rehabilitation for a few weeks, and right now I have good days and I have bad days when it comes to vertigo. Today was a bad day.

On the plus side, even on my bad days I seem to be able to drive, at least within town, without having a vertigo-induced panic attack. Maybe I’ll be able to start driving to choir again soon. And also finally go to Costco in person instead of paying for delivery for everything.

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Statuses

I’ve got stuff going on, figured I’d ramble a bit for those who care.

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The agony of being

The last few days I’ve been having yet another awful chronic pain flareup. So it’s been one of those time periods when I kind of wish I didn’t have a body, or at least didn’t have to exist so much.

This time I don’t even know what brought it on, it just kind of came out of the blue, after a whole week of being too fatigued to do anything substantial.

I’m trying to finish up my remaining commitments for strawberry jam although everyone waiting for music from me is understanding and not in a huge rush. There’s one piece I want to get done today because the team is trying to wrap up development today but they also waited until the last minute to give me a specification for what they wanted so I’m not feeling too bad if I can’t get anything done for them, I guess.

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Vertigo progress

Today I finally had an appointment with an ENT and an audiologist, as part of trying to figure out what’s going on with my vertigo.

The audiologist didn’t find anything wrong with my hearing and said it’s normal for someone of my age. (She also told me the correct pronunciation of “tinnitus.” It’s like TIN-nit-iss.) She didn’t have any idea what might be underlying my tinnitus but I’ve had it my whole life and it doesn’t seem to be relevant to anything going on now.

The ENT didn’t see anything particularly out of the ordinary with my sinuses from what he could see in this basic exam, but he wanted to bring me in for a more focused CT scan, especially since my previous cranial CT scan found sinus polyps as being a thing, and I have such a long history of chronic sinus issues. So that’ll happen in a month. In the meantime he also referred me to a physical therapist that can do vestibular rehabitation, and he thinks the prognosis for that is really good.

Hopefully I’ll be able to feel comfortable driving again soon, because gosh do I not like being stuck in my little bubble.

Fiona followup

The vet just got back to me with the results of yesterday’s tests.

Her white blood count is elevated (indicating inflammation or an infection), and the radiologist says that the concerning bits on her lungs are just her asthma being especially bad right now.

So, we’re giving her a short course of Prednisone and hopefully that clears things up.

It’s unclear what caused the weight loss but given how enthusiastic she’s been about wet food and how meh she’s been about dry food, I think she’s just going to get a lot more wet food going forward. That’ll make it easier to give her the meds anyway.

The most important takeaway is that she is almost certainly not dying any time soon. Yay!

Fiona’s feeling better

After having eaten a bunch of wet food last night and having had three doses of antibiotics, Fiona’s getting back to her usual cuddly/climby self. She isn’t sneezing anymore, and while she’s still a bit congested she snuggled up with me in bed this morning, and right now she’s being super snuggly and affectionate. She’s also purring super loudly, which she hasn’t done in a while.

I still haven’t heard from the vet about her bloodwork or x-rays but I feel like there’s a lot less to worry about now.