Had my second infusion today. Higher dose, but it was a lot more cozy. Felt like everything is temporary and that I was a tiny speck in an infinite universe, and the universe is okay and I’m glad to be in it.
While things were starting out I realized I’d forgotten to put my phone into do not disturb mode and I was able to direct the meat puppet to ask the nurse to set it, and that worked well. The meat puppet was also able to take the shoes off when they were feeling uncomfortable.
Playlist was Ambienteer - Arrival followed by some Bonobo which started up just as the trip was ending.
This definitely gives me a different relationship with my body.
Anyway the euphoria has worn off and my pain is back. Oh well.